Category Personal Thoughts

After doing a full trip with my cat in 90 degree plus weather, combined with my chronic pain, and the ambient terror I have at the moment (causing never ending meltdowns), I’m shifting direction just a little bit. As much…

Thinking out loud… Thinking about my original plan and although I really thought I wanted to get out of Colorado, there is certainly a comfort level here that is appealing when your brain is basically on fire and you are…

Thanks to my appendix, and subsequent emergency surgery required to actually live, I am now instantly another $10000 in debt. Yay. Fuck the American healthcare system, especially for people that can only afford an Obamacare plan out of pocket. Fuck…

Nothing like having your appendix decide today is the day, after 46 years, while you are at work. Out of commission for a few days but glad I made the decision to go to the E.R. rather than deal with…

I decided to officially join the fancy bike club. Although my $500 Vivi served me well enough, I’m tired of replacing rusty parts on it, and hurting myself lifting it onto my bike rack. I took advantage of the Colorado…

Yay! Have to take it easy for a while though. Need to enlist help getting the batteries swapped in my van I guess.

I spent Halloween alone as my brain sabotaged an invite to an event I would have loved to go (and worked myself into full anxiety so could not go later), but I dressed up for myself anyway. Did my best…

Pictures of the aftermath of trying to learn to roller skate in June, and all the metal I now have in my wrist as of October. I had fell backwards and tried to stop myself with my right hand. I…

A lot has happened this past month. Not the first time in my life I have dealt with unrelenting garbage, but to top off an already fun month in my personal life, I blew the one last fuse I managed…

There is a lot going on, and it would be so much easier if I simply stopped caring, like most everyone else in the world seems to have done, but that is not who I am. If something is shitty,…