Moving into an apartment in Portland, Oregon at the end of the month. In a very queer part of town (considering the entire town is queer), in the Pearl District near the Willamette river. Given everything, I just need a fixed destination and stability for a while. Not ruling out any of my other possible paths for the future, but for now… Now I just need someone to buy this damn house.

Working with a realtor and will put the house on the market in a couple weeks. Getting my things moved into storage and any final tweaks on the van before I move into full time van life for a bit and head to Oregon for the fall and winter. I already started looking at small properties in the Oregon and Washington area, ideally closer to the coast to get more rain than snow in the winters. Given the state of everything I have decided just to get out of Colorado permanently so not considering any land here. Going to head…

After doing a full trip with my cat in 90 degree plus weather, combined with my chronic pain, and the ambient terror I have at the moment (causing never ending meltdowns), I’m shifting direction just a little bit. As much effort as I had put into the van to be a perfect space, it’s always going to be a minivan and I just don’t think I can live in just the van for any extended period. They have sub 20′ campers for around $25k that are fairly light that I should be able to pull with my van. Eg. –…

Thinking out loud… Thinking about my original plan and although I really thought I wanted to get out of Colorado, there is certainly a comfort level here that is appealing when your brain is basically on fire and you are overwhelmed. Most of my stress being that in a week, when the ex moves to Tulsa, I am completely on my own to clean out whats left the house, deal with getting my own stuff to my storage unit, fix it, and get it sold. I temporarily belayed some other stress as I was able to get a loan (added…