A lot has happened this past month. Not the first time in my life I have dealt with unrelenting garbage, but to top off an already fun month in my personal life, I blew the one last fuse I managed to keep going for my entire work life. Whenever I have job issues and I want to give up and quit, I jump to my worst fear being losing my job. That being in big part because if I don’t find a job right away, I will lose my home. I have always lived paycheck to paycheck. I then have…

There is a lot going on, and it would be so much easier if I simply stopped caring, like most everyone else in the world seems to have done, but that is not who I am. If something is shitty, even if just for me, I want to make it better. When it comes to my job, after a bad interaction with my boss in the midst of all my recent personal and medical issues, where I decided to retire early to van life in a couple years, I spiraled as I do, but also decided to speak up and…